Pain created to heal pain

"I'm Not Waiting - Chris Isaak"

I'm not waiting, I'm not waiting.

I have pictures in my troubled past, and they're shaped like broken glass.
I have memories I kept of you, I return them with goodbyes.
'Cause I'm not waiting for you anymore, I don't care what might have been.
I'm not waiting for you anymore, I give up my love can't win.

But in my heart, my heart I know that though I go I'll love you still.
But in my heart, my heart I know that though I go I always will.
I'm not waiting, I'm not waiting.

I still think about what used to be, I have dreams that might have been.
Someone else will walk beside you soon, now I know my love can't win.
So I'm not waiting for you anymore, I don't care what might have been.
I'm not waiting for you anymore, I give up so why pretend?

But in my heart, my heart I know that though I go I'll love you still.
But in my heart, my heart I know that though I go I always will.
I'm not waiting, I'm not waiting.